We never seem to find peace of mind
Why am I going to these lengths? I cram so much school between so many workdays but why? So that I might carve out some sort of future with her along the way? I'm so tired of my life turning itself into a resume auditioned among the single. I'm tired of pouring my heart into creation and giving everything I have of me to be left out in the cold. I'm tired of pouring my heart into a sieve.
I've slept alone every night my entire life. I'm afraid of it becoming easier to do so.