Teddy, don't worry now, Mommy is here // Taking good care of you

Hey how are you today? I think I'm having one of those "I'm 22 but feel 72" days, my whole body hurts for no apparent reason. I mean I sleep like 23 hours a day, I think it is because I've slept on my stomach with my head facing to the right without my head on the pillow for I think 1,307 straight days. I hear the best way is the sleeping on the back trick, I just can't seem to get the same focus/unfocus thinking and secure feeling trying it though. Security is important.

Tom Rowland had his 21st birthday Sat. night, it was nice. I picked him and Isaacs up at their homes at their requests (my reputation as "Waterford's Designated Driving Superhero" carries far and wide I guess) and we went to the bar called Overtyme, where Nick Higgins, Dan Land and Gjon Gejay came. I became more convinced than ever that every single friend I have is a complete genius in some form or another, literally. Go to http://www.unitcirclefilms.com for real (or 'reel' if you'd prefer a pun). I felt very very small, but also happy at the end because it was Nick, Isaacs and myself (3/4 of the world famous 'Dork Squad', Est. 8th grade, Note: Higgins, S made an appearance briefly, he's in the club too you see) sitting together and Nick looked down the line and just said "Friends forever...no matter what, ok!?" It was special.

I saw 'Closer' last night, I really liked it. Each character I thought of the 4 it seemed like I 50% related to/enjoyed and 50% disliked and was angry at. Like Julia Roberts and how she would totally self-destruct at the almost thought of a stable relationship and would almost make herself depressed on purpose because she didn't think she deserved happiness. I am just so tired there is so much more I would love to say about this film but I'm just not up to it (sigh) This was the song I would play when I did the dishes at the old apartment, with a smile that makes me smile right now thinking of it. Don't be a stranger.