Drink up, baby, look at the stars // I'll kiss you again between the bars

I think it's the funniest thing when you feel like you're totally resigned about something and you think that in the future when you think of how something began to end, you will think of this moment and then suddenly she comes out of nowhere and talks to you almost to the point when you are the one that thinks it's time to go and she says she'll call you soon. It's a funny game (a big checkmark next to the 'knows of the moments where one person has to take command when the other is unable/down' category). I get home that chilly Wednesday night and find that the younger brothers have had another final straw with our Ma and have packed their bags. A bit more to be worried about I think this time, Baun took $1400 cash out to I guess find someplace to live, and Brandon came and had a friend follow him (picking up and driving Brandon's truck) driving his car to a friend's house "prolly for a few months". So then there were/are 4. It feels really cold around here, I feel the worst for my Dad, like feeling responsible for things coming apart even though he has nothing at all to do with it and in fact he is the silent glue holding it somewhat together... I watched 'Ghostbusters' a while ago and I thought that it was the funniest movie ever, then I saw 'Addams Family Values' and I decided that it was the funniest ever, sorta like how I thought Kraftwerk 'The Model' (my usual every 9 months tech-pop phase) was the greatest and then I heard Elliott Smith 'Between the Bars' on T.V. and now it's #1. I'm like a teenager again (twirls short blonde hair between fingers, looks vacant).