Go tonight, close your eyes // dream about a certain place

I had to write it down, it was driving me nuts.

I got my 'X-mas paycheck' today, the paycheck with all the v-cation days that I cashed in aka didn't take (good for shopping, bad for semblance of sanity), but this is good news. Christmas shopping/creating is something I enjoy very much, any reason for paying back My Heroes is just fine here. Here's where we stand to the moment in no particular order:

Dad, Ma, Brandon, Baun, Kristen...not yet
The Grandmas/G-Pa...not yet but have some ideas
Wendy/Tommy + the cuz's...ideas...ideas
Isaacs...14-21 days delivery
Higgy...14-21 days delivery
Raj...14-21 days delivery
Nick...pre-ordered
The D...gotta get it sent out here soon
Jessica...i HAVE to think of something
Melissa...94% done (that's an objective number BTW)
May-gan...she will like this
Shannon...dare I take the traditional self-destructive path and get her something that could only be over the top?...

If you're not on here somehow totally drop me a line and do the "you know I saw this one thing and so-and-so's..." you may just find it in yer stocking. I've been thinking a lot of 'Test-tube fertilization and outsife of womb development' (better word for all that?) it's freaking me out, because I guess scientists can grow a human child for up to 3 months in vitro and at the other end, doctors can save a child and keep it alive etc. from 5 months after fertilization and it's scary because with the laws the way they are and with the progress of science both ways, science could someday soon grow a "child" that is legally not a "human" because it was never "born". Bad news. Molly Ringwald is redic.. Like I used to love Breakfast Club (I almost was Anthony Michael Hall at the H.S. before the teacher pulled the plug on Director Tommy Issac's gem the day it twas to open), then like a year ago I watched it and didn't like it somehow, now I see it and it's great again. Isn't that weird sometimes how you can come back to something from your past and like it more or totally dislike it?? Like experience changes it somehow. That's weird.