Don't give me smiles that fade away // Well love exits but patience isn't here

Well for those of you who watched the 5 hours 2 min Game 4 Boston win and the All-time longest playoff game victory by the Sox that followed a few hours and cheers from now, you might be close to as excited as I am about how close they are to doing it! It's almost unimaginable that they went down 3 games to none with a 19-8 loss at home, their best starting pitcher went down and they had to go against the fact that no team in the 100+ years of the sport (and no pro sports team besides two NHL teams) have won a 7 game series after being down 3-0, and now they will start their fallen ace tomorrow night err tonight!! I heart baseball. I heart Wed. night trig. I wish I had class with her at least one other day, it's so hard to go a whole week without her because (for many other reasons but this one quite a bit) everytime I think about her, like my mind wants to plan things that I should say and actions etc and that is very bad and I don't want that because when things don't go to "plan" I panic, somehow I've stayed away from it Lord only knows how. Bad habits. Narrowing down my Halloween costume search, the finalists so far are this one and this one. Any suggestions?? What is your Halloween costume this year? I hope you're don't think you're too old now come off it.